20120715

Ya Know, Maybe I Wasn't Lazy

That's another thing about MS, you constantly ponder over what if's, and my what if for today is what if I realized that I wasn't sleeping until noon (or later) every day back in my 20's because of laziness (the record for me is 5p). I mean, I (or someone) should've or could've noticed that I was sleeping so late EVERY FREAKING DAY OF MY LIFE and correlated the problem.

Not that there would have been much difference, except for me likely graduating from university. And perhaps receiving my diagnosis a few years early. Though I do have to note that I happened upon my MS by accident, and didn't realize it was going on. OMG my life may have been dramatically modified by this disease and I'm not even aware!